• leftylulu says:

    I'm glad I chose to stand now that standing is for ME. It has been a personal choice that has lead to great things. I couldn't imagine going back to my old life, the old me. It's been one of the hardest things I've ver done but the the outcome certainly has been worth it. I've learned I have a great deal of fortitude, integrity, love, wisdom, and self-worth. I am able to leave the past where it belongs, in the past, and I'm excited about what the future has in store for me.

    Reconciliation could be part of the future, it's what I desire, but what is great is that I don't worry about it anymore. The hardest part about standing has been letting go of the outcome, his outcome. Letting go of him has been my biggest fear. I feared that if I let go there would be nobody holding on keeping the relationship alive. The reality of it is the relationship isn't alive, it hasn't been in quite a while.

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